i already knew what i wanted back then. probably why i pushed so hard to get you with a girl, because some harebrained part of me thought it was. fuck. atoning for it. for wanting you the way i shouldn't have. like i was sick and i was gonna make sick right with me, worse than your bad lungs, worse than anything.
[ even now, he still thinks it when he's not careful. when he looks into the past far enough that he forgets things have changed for him now. ]
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[ even now, he still thinks it when he's not careful. when he looks into the past far enough that he forgets things have changed for him now. ]
where would we have gone, steve? if we came back?